(I am reading about Existentialism for my art therapy course. It is interesting yet kind of sounds paradoxical)
Existentialism
I have absolute freedom
To make the choices
That define my life.
Wait a minute,
You mean I’m responsible
For everything,
What if I make the wrong choice?
How will I fit everything
Into the small amount
Of time I have here on earth?
If there is no heaven or hell
Then what is the point
To anything I do now?
What do you mean
There is nothing after death?
I’m anxious anxious anxious
Feeling that old existential
Anxiety and wondering
If I will be paralysed by possibility
Or enlivened by
The short time I have
Available to me.